urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:geeurock geeurock geeurock 2007-11-05T09:25:22Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:geeurock:523 2007-11-05T09:25:22Z 2007-11-05T09:25:22Z I don't really want to blog on live journal. It takes enough energy blogging on myspace, but every once in awhile I feel guilty that I have a livejournal account solely for leaving snarky comments on ohnotheydidnt. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:geeurock:290 2007-08-11T06:50:18Z 2007-08-11T06:50:18Z I don't know what to say. only that I am worried because I am having boy problems. the thing is that I realized that my boy problems are really all about my problems with boys. mainly that I go completely insane and obsess. I dont know why I change everytime, but I start to realize when I am in obsessive mode I dont like myself very much. so how can anyone else? I feel the same way when I am on a really boring date and I find myself spouting out the most inane small talk. sometimes I have to stop myself in the middle and think, "my god, even Im bored by this crap."<br /><br />thats not to say that I feel this way all the time. I actually like myself in general, but when you put me into action with the opposite sex I totally loose my mojo.<br /><br />well, boo freakin hoo. I cant obsess about being obsessive that's just a vicious cycle.